It's not easy, but I'll try...

I can't describe what I feel, I'v never know how to be the best without defect
I don't know how to be something from nothing and how to be a proud for all
I just know one thing.. I'll try everything until I end close my eyes...

Sometimes, I feel really disspointed..
I can't do any thing to make proud everybody around me
Sometimes, I feel really sad..
I can't gift anything for around me

I feel guilty, I feel hopeless..
But I think one thing, If I just go on like this?
And I know what's the answer from my deep heart
Hey, I am a big dreamer, should I give up on the circumstances???
NO !!! I'm loser if i give up and silent
Many things I could do, Many works that I can do and many time to make it happen

I know it's not easy, but I'll try to realize all
I want to prove to everyone if i am a dreamer and i don't give up easily
Irrespective of how it, I'll try, try and always try.....

God,,
You know how's my heart
You know how heavy my burden
You know how I tried to wipe away my tears
You know how I tried to get up
And You know how do I collect the spirit to keep smiling

One day If I remember of the struggle of this way
Maybe I'll cry with a smile because I can pass the way with strong
One day If I remember all the memoriez of this way
Maybe I'll always fight and awake If life is a struggle

God...
Make it easy of every my path way
Bless and protect all of my struggle
Give me strenght and fortitude above all odds
Convince me If  You're always besides me and never leave me alone..

Fight !!!! Fight !!!! ^^